So we compromise, and so we sacrifice

Replenish the eroding sounds with Joice!
remember when we held? So tightly bound.
collapse, we dread and for death I become apart.
Diminish what was past.
I felt my heart undone, taped together, now I wear this mask.
I heard your voice in my sleep at which I woke,
so when we had part ways with new envisions
please take note this was not my decision
Your choice was broken and bending.
A path that has no feeling, misleading, remember these colors they all look the same.
I fought for a new path to which
your dead fingers now point at me to blame.


This actually took time to write.

To the moons and broken chains.

I've never been happier with someone as much as Trudy. I see so much that I wish others could see. It makes me hate those who have mis judged or took her for granted, who have used her and have hurt her. We all learn from the awful things that have somehow taken something away and left us. I have learned so much from every mistake and fuck up in my life and when I sit to myself and think I don't deserve anything you come into my life.

You've taught me just as much but yet you have chosen not to leave me or hurt me. You actually love me and everything you say I can understand and learn. I have a better life now. I am more happier. You understand me. Meeting you was a dream that I couldn't even dream of that had someway of coming true. I couldn't ask for anyone. You have these ways of making me see everything a new way. You somehow make me understand and appreciate everything I have in my life. No one else but you.